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Breathe

by Carvist

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1.
do you know what it feels like? I trust that you do last night I had the strangest dream and you were there what is a home without a life what is substance without presence laying down in a pile of filth playing in lieu of having something to do what am I doing where am I going nowhere the both of you you wouldn't think to hear from below you now would you the time has come and now it's time to point the finger I suppose that I could live in hope like a few that I know well praying in a beam of synthetic light living just to fulfil a plight
2.
Ghost 07:01
I'm sick we know I know but we dont forever wandering forever wondering aimless in my search to catch a piece of mind to feel safe what a thought you might I might heavy days light nights peel back my skin breathe I'm not trying to realize that you set it off you're not trying to stay awake for me but you don't wipe your eyes my friend endless life you can't have it all in this life you can't have it all everytime you breathe I will meet you in that broken space where the ghost hides you're not trying to stay awake for me I'm not trying to stay here for you when you're disillusioned it makes me feel like you don't care
3.
everytime I try to write these words I feel as though they lose all meaning nothing substantial ever fucking sticks hoping this home I call home doesn't fall giving in into selfish doubt feeling strapped down laying on the ground living in into selfish doubt feeling strapped down I move too fast to realize what I've become I'm so fucking sorry I disrespect you I've no other way to feed my own selfish doubt I've no other way and I'm a fucking coward is there another way? I'm unsure because you lied let me in into your eyes is there another way because by this point I'm not too sure I just want to wake up when we're away bringing life anew awaken in may so blue and so black I've become the last chance calming your warmth down to match my blistering cold
4.
Everyone 02:19
yeah ill pour poison down my putrid throat hoping to make me feel free from all this stupid fucking ringing in the back of my plastic head telling me that it's all fucked yet you're the ones that bleed I am forever confused condemning the actions of all my peers when in my darkest I am one in the same why is everyone better than me what the fuck is this what the fuck is that why is your beautiful face distorted why does it feel like nothing when I laugh\ I'll mock you all "nobody's better than me I'm the best that you could ever be and if you challenge my beliefs I'll take your basic right to speech" cleanse and breathe
5.
Bones 06:49
you enjoy songs of grief and my madness pinkish shade rescue me from my madness no responses taken for granted what's it worth just for it all to end I hope for your sake I never leave the house because when I do you won't be here anymore breathe and breathe tonight you won't be concerned with me tonight love this is what it's like when they don't want you back breathe and breathe
6.
Scorn 08:32
asked you all a question I didn't need your answer rhetorical rhetoric filling in all of the holes the holes that allow my brain to pour out of my temples I've found what it is to be alive just as we've learned what it is to die I feel it distilled distilled in past time shadow then it's gone and never to be again my brain is out of my head it's splattered on the walls my blood flows from a vein and it's splattered on the floor my head is off my body hanging on by just a thread you're a little thread you won't go no matter what you're tied to my head despite all the connection feelings that aren't there my brain floats in piss everyone's a stranger despite all the connections and my scorn

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released January 18, 2019

Carvist on this album was:

Alexander Carter - Guitar, Vocals, Drums, Piano
Ethan Dillard - Guitar
Myles Stehr - Bass

Produced by Carvist, Lane Hill, and Tallon Dennis
Recorded and mixed at Aural Anthropology in Oklahoma City 05/22/2018 - 09/02/2018 by Lane Hill and Tallon Dennis
Mastered by Mike Kalajian at Rouge Planet Mastering

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