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Snider Medley
06:26
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do you know what it feels like?
I trust that you do
last night I had the strangest dream
and you were there
what is a home without a life
what is substance without presence
laying down in a pile of filth
playing in lieu of having something to do
what am I doing
where am I going
nowhere
the both of you
you wouldn't think to hear from below you
now would you
the time has come
and now it's time
to point the finger
I suppose that I could live in hope
like a few that I know well
praying in a beam of synthetic light
living just to fulfil a plight
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2. |
Ghost
07:01
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I'm sick
we know
I know
but we dont
forever wandering
forever wondering
aimless
in my
search to
catch a piece of mind
to feel
safe
what a thought
you might
I might
heavy
days light nights
peel back
my skin
breathe
I'm not trying to realize that you
set it off
you're not trying to stay awake for me
but you don't
wipe your eyes
my friend
endless life
you can't have it all
in this life
you can't have it all
everytime you breathe
I will meet you
in that broken space
where the ghost hides
you're not trying to stay awake for me
I'm not trying to stay here for you
when you're disillusioned
it makes me feel like
you don't care
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3. |
Cemetery Road
04:25
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everytime I try to write these words
I feel as though they lose all meaning
nothing substantial ever fucking sticks
hoping this home I call home doesn't fall
giving in
into selfish doubt
feeling strapped down
laying on the ground
living in
into selfish doubt
feeling strapped down
I move too fast to realize what I've become
I'm so fucking sorry
I disrespect you
I've no other way
to feed my own selfish doubt
I've no other way and I'm a fucking coward
is there another way?
I'm unsure because you lied
let me in into your eyes
is there another way because by this point I'm not too sure
I just want to wake up when we're away
bringing life anew awaken in may
so blue and so black I've become the last chance
calming your warmth down to match my blistering cold
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4. |
Everyone
02:19
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yeah ill pour
poison
down
my
putrid throat
hoping to make me
feel
free
from
all
this stupid fucking ringing
in the back
of my
plastic head
telling me that it's all
fucked
yet you're the ones that bleed
I am forever confused
condemning the actions of all my peers
when in my darkest I am one in the same
why is everyone better than me
what the fuck is this
what the fuck is that
why is your beautiful face distorted
why does it feel like nothing when I laugh\
I'll mock you all
"nobody's better than me
I'm the best that you could ever be
and if you challenge my beliefs
I'll take your basic right to speech"
cleanse and breathe
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5. |
Bones
06:49
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you enjoy
songs of grief
and my madness
pinkish shade
rescue me
from my madness
no responses
taken for granted
what's it worth
just for it all to end
I hope for your sake
I never leave the house
because when I do
you won't be here anymore
breathe
and breathe
tonight
you won't
be concerned
with me tonight
love
this is what it's like when
they don't want you back
breathe
and breathe
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6. |
Scorn
08:32
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asked you all a question
I didn't need your answer
rhetorical rhetoric
filling in all of the holes
the holes that allow my brain
to pour out of my temples
I've found what it is to be
alive just as we've learned what
it is to die
I feel it distilled
distilled in past time shadow
then it's gone
and never to be again
my brain is out of my head
it's splattered on the walls
my blood flows from a vein
and it's splattered on the floor
my head is off my body
hanging on by just a thread
you're a little thread
you won't go no matter what
you're tied to my head
despite all the connection
feelings that aren't there
my brain floats
in piss
everyone's a stranger
despite all the connections
and my scorn
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